izzyalienqueen ([personal profile] izzyalienqueen) wrote2008-03-21 08:33 pm
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Room 406, evening

In her thankfully droid baby-free room, Isabel was working on a list. She'd gotten the letter from Cornell. She'd been accepted. Now it was just a matter of making a decision between there and UNLV.

So far UNLV was winning. It was closer to New Mexico and California after all.

The door was open.
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[personal profile] intraspective 2008-03-22 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
"It wouldn't have worked," she said, keeping a strangle-hold on her emotions, though her voice wobbled a bit despite all efforts, "our value systems are too different. We need different things in a relationship like that. It had nothing to do with me not caring about him. I do. But I can't date him. I made the decision to end it now before it only wound up hurting him worse."

Ino had to believe that.

[identity profile] izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com 2008-03-22 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Ino's voice wobbling made Isabel realize that she wasn't as okay with this as she would probably like to be. "I can respect that reason." Hell, it's pretty much why she broke up with Greg. She didn't want to hurt him anymore then she had when she left the first time. "But Ino, you're both young. It's not like you're getting married or anything. It doesn't have to be serious."
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[personal profile] intraspective 2008-03-22 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," she said, quietly, "it does. Would be. I'm not... I don't do casual. I can't. Once I start caring for someone then that's it. I don't stop. And it would only wind up hurting both of us worse in the long run." A faint laugh. "My best friend back home loathed me for years and I still rushed in to save her ass when trouble showed up."

"'I love you'," Ino said, hands clenching, "is permanent to me. I wouldn't ever say it if it wasn't going to be. I'm like my Dad. He's only ever said it to Mom and me. No one else. Michael said I was 'his' girl on Sunday. And I can't be. Not like that. He deserves someone who can give him everything and I won't. I care, always will, but..." she trailed off, looking a little lost.

[identity profile] izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com 2008-03-22 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
Isabel wanted to be angrier with Ino but in a strange way, she understood what she was saying. "He does. And I want to see him get that. So I'm upset that he's probably upset but doing the stoic thing. But I have to say that if that's how you really feel, then you did the right thing."
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[personal profile] intraspective 2008-03-22 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
"I never wanted to hurt him," she said honestly, "never. And, and I thought you should know from me what happened. To watch out for him, because he won't want me around for a while."

[identity profile] izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com 2008-03-22 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
"I know," she nodded. "But sometimes it happens. And you just have to deal with the consequences." Something Isabel knew well. "But I'll look out for him. Whether he wants me to or not."
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[personal profile] intraspective 2008-03-22 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
"Thank you." It was all Ino could think of to say. "I'll, I'll just go then, I guess."

[identity profile] izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com 2008-03-22 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
"Are you going to be okay?" Isabel asked.
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[personal profile] intraspective 2008-03-22 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll deal," she said, wondering why Isabel would even care, "I'll manage."

[identity profile] izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com 2008-03-22 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Isabel had been there. That's why she understood. "If you're sure."
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[personal profile] intraspective 2008-03-22 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm sure," she said, ducking her head a bit, "I'm sorry."

[identity profile] izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com 2008-03-22 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
"So am I." Although a tiny part of her brain was relieved. She was still holding out hope for Michael's version of Maria to have a chance.
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[personal profile] intraspective 2008-03-22 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll see you around then," Ino said, before letting herself out of the room, not waiting for an answer.
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